decline and fall
Tom and I have been looking at the garden in the waning light of the late afternoon. He needs subjects to draw for an art project and I like to see what's happening. I am fascinated by the decay of leaves and plants and fruits and flowers, how their colours and textures change and how, for a short while, we have a glorious moment of decline before the fall. I love this strange, temporary beauty even though I know that the inevitable emptiness is to follow, and that I shall never get as excited about the bareness and denuded structure of the garden in winter.
Today I saw the garden looking dramatic with its yellows and oranges set against the bluish tinges of the sky at dusk.
And the blue of Tom's trainers.
And I realised that some of us are going in the opposite direction to the season and, far from declining and falling, they are increasing and flourishing; in the last year, Tom has grown 5"/12cm and gone up three sizes in shoes. And he looks set to grow all through this autumn and winter. So I think I'll look at him, rather than the garden, when I need confirmation that spring will come again.





























